Waves

A lump sits in my throat

It refuses to go away

It refuses to be sent away

It refuses to be brushed off like how we remove that yellow stain with Jik

if only Jik would wipe out these waves ..

Waves

they come in waves

Waves of brutal truth

Waves of despair

Waves of pure sadness

Waves of agonising pain

Pain sits in the crevices of my body

Pain sits in the hollow of my bones

Pain sits in the never ending guttural cry

Pain sits in the cracks of my heart

Heart a place that ought to feel

It comes in waves

Waves of anger

Waves of ” I need one on one with God”

Waves of why now….

Now to feel and to embrace this pain

Goodbyes are hard

Goodbyes are brutal

Goodbyes live you wondering

What is life ……..

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